How do you know you chose the right subject to study? How will you know when you have never worked with it?
Did it take you multiple tries to figure out what you want to do in life? Have you done the first thing you thought of for your entire life?
Did you go to another country to study? Far away from all your friends and family? Did you start over? Did you do it in a foreign language?
I have all these questions in my head. Some people say I should change my major all the time. That I should just keep going and when I’m finished i will be happy. And some people encourage me to change, do what is right for me in the moment.
I get confused. I dont know what to do or where to go. I don’t have only myself to consider either. And I dont know actually what I want. I am just in the starting face of knowing what I like.
From education studies, to economics. Yeah, huge difference. Well, now, through my bloging, vlogging and broadcasting, can you guess what i thought of?
Journalism.
It is extreemly hard to come in to journalism schools in Norway. I dont have a shot, in a million. But it seems interessting. It seems like what i should do.
You people who have seen my live shows on blogtv, or seen my thoughts on youtube, or even you, who are reading my blogs; Do you think this might be it?
The snow came to Norway as it did in alot of countries these past days. It has been cold for the last days, so it was kind of in the air. I was just waiting. Even though i was waiting, it hit me. I woke up.
“It’s Snowing”
“No-way”
And it was. The ground was covered and the sky was white. That was about all I saw before i crawled back to bed.
Into my warm bed.
Closing my eyes.
Pretending it wasn’t true.
Falling asleep,
Skipping school.
All of this, cause of the snow. It’s cold, its depressing and it melts when it gets to hot. That’s what it always does, that’s what it will do forever. Its depressing. Its not cold enough for the snow to last. We get the snow in october, but it won’t last until christmas. I wish snow would come on the 24th of December and stay just until the 1st of January. That would have been nice.
The snow is alreaddy just wet, rainy and mushy. The weather is still cold. I call that rip-off.
I dont know if this is what you would want to read about in a blog, but i thought i would give you some update on my life, since im not talking much on blogtv, youtube or here. So however you knowme, or even if you dont know me, you might want to know why I am silent.
I just got a new job. So i have 2 jobs now, which both places need me to work alot. My old job has a lot of people who are sick, so i have to step in and do alot there. And the new job, has longer working hours, so i get to work on evenings! All this im doing next to school. School is 5 days a week, and with that comes alot of homework. So thats making me exhausted! Really!
My internett is not working with blogtv at this time, I dont know why. I will try to fix it when i have the time. I miss you crienteam <3
I have uploaded a new video to the CrienAndRob channel on youtube, and I have just uploaded a new video to my own channel aswell. I had some trouble, cause I thought the “Are you alone” video was hard to top. But i just foud out, that i cant top every video i make, that would be hard. So i made one, inspired by a sentece Payton said in the first episode of One Tree Hill that just aired.
Now you guys know that! And you can still follow me on twitter if you want to know what im up to, when im to buzy doing this! Talk to you all later.
How you ever wondered how you will die? Ever thought about when it will happen? Will it be fast and painless, slow and hard? Will you be alone or will you have the one you love by your side?
- There was a time in my life i thought much about this. I was scared I would be alone, I was scared I hadn’t done enough to get remembered by anyone. I was scared of death.
- And then there came a time where I didn’t care. I wrote this note and put it in my wallet, it was something like this: “It’s Ok, I was ready to die”. That note was meant to be read by the people who might hit me with a car so they would know i was ready to die, and they should have no hard feelings. Sad you say? Maybe weird? Well, thats what I felt at the time.
- Then a third perspective came along, when I met my boyfriend. Another scary thought came over me. What if he dies before me? What will I do then? Will I be alone? Will I manage to survive without him? I didn’t think i would, and I cried myself to sleep at night praying we would die together when we had lived long and good lives, together.
All this is over. I know now that there is NOTHING I can do about death. Not the timing, not the way it will be, or if I will be alone, or leave loved once alone when I go. When I go, I believe it will be my time, and all I can do, is be a little careful when I drive a car or walk over the road, I can choose not to smoke or do drugs, and that’s about it.
My work is rather great actually. Last night there was a birthday party. To people turning 50. There was an HUGE ammount of food, dobble amount of cakes, and to much candy for a whole school to eat. My job was to serve the food, and drinks, and cake and candy. While they ate, I could eat to. Thats what i did. I ate and I ate. And this i made money on? I would be happy if they paid me in food!
This was heaven for me. And the people was so nice, and the kids didnt cry at all. So we were just sitting in the back waiting for something to clean up.
Played some rummy, and ate some more fruit and potatochips. haha.
I’m so happy with my job.
How is your job treating you? Do you look forward to going to work? Do you make enough money? Are you satisfied?
There has been different opinions about my hair So i decided to show all you blogreading people that your new host is not a norwegian blondie, but a norwegian brunette! haha!
Im subscribing to Fueled By Ramen’s channel on youtube, and its quite clever of me. I just saw Gym Class Heroes’s new video. The song is on the new CD which isn’t to be released before 9th of september. Through that site I also got a tip that another new song, called “the Cookie Jar” was released on Purevolume. To here the song click here. And just press play on the song! It’s actually a great place to follow up on a few of my bands.
I’ll be going to their concert in London, Astoria 2, on the 18th of September! I cant wait! I just hope I get the tickets in time Sending them all the way to Norway might be tricky!
omg. I have had firefox since I cant even remember. And i type in English even though it’s not my first language, and ofcourse I will write some word wrong and stuff… but that was until my very very good friend Endre made me see the light. The Spell Check Add-on. I don’t know why I haven’t seen this before. But now I have it. I will not make more of the SERIOUSLY HORRIBLE faults like “cofie” haha
Do you not have this yet? Just right-click where you type, and you will find some helpfull thing to click on
Whole of last week I was at work. An inside job. So i cant go out. And the sun was SOOOO hot and nice and everything was perfect. Except that I was working. So after this whole week I said to the two people who was working on the playground (this is a museum-ish, viking-playground and café place), cant we trade places for like 2 hours? And they agreed to watch the café because they had enjoyed the sun that whole week. But are you kidding me, I got under 10 minuts of sun until it started to rain. pooring down and thunder and lightening. It was awefull.
So, this week, I had Monday and Tuesday off. And was expecting really nice weather as it had been that weekend… but when my days off came it just rained. I had to sit inside all day, both days.
Back to work on Wednesday and Thursday. SUN2k! I dont get it. And now Friday is tomorrow, and its my day off again. And i just looked at the weather report… its going to be like this:
This is a crappy picture though. (Click on it and it will get bigger). But you may see that there is just clouds. With like 2 suns maybe. Thats not good. I felt as if the weather hates me. It doesn’t want me to get a tan. It just want me to blog and vlog. i don’t get it.
First of all guitar! I have been wanting to try it for a while. And im thinking about buying a guitar for my self. And today I tried to play with a friend, but it was SUPER HARD. I dont know if I ever will get my hand in the right positions
And the second think I tried, is Anime I have never watched it before, so it was about time! Guess what the show is? Karin of course
This is Karin. She is an unsuccesfull vampier. The show is so funny
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So i decided to show all you blogreading people that your new host is not a norwegian blondie, but a norwegian brunette! haha!
